another month again

Yes. I always thought that Australia trip is still far ahead. Suddenly I was hurry-scurry in booking hotels/trains and planning. And all of a sudden I realized I was describing to NJ the conflicts we had before the trip after one week I’d been back.

When I talked about it, as the usual girls’ talk, smile was on my face.

They are good. Every single one.

Moving out next month. I got several news (not only one) that cats are abandoned because their female masters are preparing to get pregnant.

Mandy is wanting a child now. I was quite shocked without showing it. Right now, I really want to ask her about her views on life. I was too much affected, or say it this way, I too much agree with Schopenhauer. I read Sartre. I think I understand Kurt. I thought I am Lexy.

I am picking up my old sayings again.

These days the question from Mandar always shows up in my miind: How do you think of life?

I am reviewing my answer. I hope I am wrong.

Prof. Bai asked me write down my thoughts often. But I regards the blankness here means more.